perhaps this is the loneliest Christmas i have ever had
stuck in the middle of reading
i lost the thread of my thought
drowned myself in silence and warmth
so tender yet impressive
if this is what you want, i would be very glad to give it to you
thus nothing will bother you from now on
for the first time in all these days
i come to realize
this is precisely what i am longing for
thank you for teaching me all this
the unbearable lightness of being
